Whenever you have a grip of a thing, activity, or behaviors you simply can’t stop it. You crave for more, especially if you enjoy and feel a comforting sensation. It is the same with what is happening to me. I can’t stop doing my afternoon delight. And that is not the thing your thinking about: It is about writing my blogs every afternoon after my work.
I can’t stop it and I like doing it everyday. There is some kind of sensation that drives me until I go gaga (meaning crazy). But I cannot exactly pinpoint what that sensation is… What is it. Is it the sensation that I feel whenever I…. I… eat my cereal in the morning. Or is it the sensation when I rub… and scratch my pure white kitten.
I really don’t know and I don’t what to know because it maybe it would cause me disappointment for it lost its mystery. Yes… It is a mystery, a mystery I would like to stay as it is. I don’t want to compare it to other sensations for they are simply just or temporary — unlike this one that I feel it would remain for eternity (It may be wrong, but I stand for it for it is my opinion.).
Because of its intensity, I would like to share it to others. Because, for me, sharing is divine and I want to be an earthly divine person. All in all, I just cant stop the fun, the sensation, the arousal (hehehe, joke), the happiness writing a blog gives to me…
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The rain beat hard that night and I made every effort to cling myself to my bed for comfort. I opened my bedroom window to see its progress. It was dark and chilly, I wore my jacket. Still, the cold seeped into my skin, drenching it with moist air. And then it happened. The shimmers of the rain softened and the clouds parted to reveal the moon…
Wait a minute… It is not the moon; it is the sun that welcomed my eyes with its blinding light. It was a shock for me because it was still in the middle of the night. How come the sun arrived 6 hours earlier. I asked my self the same question, but no straight answer came to mind. I was baffled and confused. Was this one of nature weird and mad occurrences.
I noticed that I was happy that night. Despite the fact that it rained earlier. And when I became happier the ‘midnight’ sun’s light became brighter. It lifted my soul, confused I may be. It enlightened my mind… yes it really enlightened my mind, literally and figuratively.
Then, it struck me as honed by my enlightenment. It was not the sun after all as I thought it. But the moon. The moon that I always see at night. Only it shined the brighter today for it reflects the pure light of happiness that was emanating from deep within me…
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There’s no stopping it. The battle is at an end, and no one can stop the inevitable. You may be wondering who is the winning side and the answer is at hand: me. I have won the battle, but alas the victory for the war is not certain. I may have won today but what about tomorrow. Is there an assurance that I could maintain my good spirits. The answer is also at hand. There is. Just like the fact that God is there to help, also my F&F: family and friends.
It is only in the mental state of our being that we experience depression. It broods and croons until it affects our physical well-being. The mind is a powerful tool that it could overpower our body. That is why when you think you are depressed your body will become depressed, virtually.
It is a wonder why is it easily to fall into depression but hard to get out of it. It simply the nature of man that negative things weighs more than the positive ones. Because if it is not so, why would they create means of making things positive. It is just my speculation, as I am quite a pessimistic person myself.
But things turned to a twist when I discovered the Power of Attraction, described in the book The Secret. It is said that what you think makes your destiny. But it follows certain criteria. Its criteria eliminates negations. For example:
I will not be bored MEANS I will be bored, eliminating the not , which is a negation.
I am beautiful MEANS I am beautiful, (as it is) because there is no negation present.
I will not be happy MEANS I will be happy.
I will be lonely MEANS I will be lonely.
See the power of attraction. For me it implies the principle of mental suggestion, only eliminating negations. What your mind suggests will happen to you because its what your mind focuses about and makes you conscious of that thought. So whatever you will think first, think of the Power of Attraction.
Now I have something to grip upon to maintain my good spirits.
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